Of June
Hello, June! My favorite month of the year, when everything seems so exciting and a new page opened. Started off in February, 2018. I still clearly remember what happened that time. The reality hits me so hard. I cried uncontrollably in the middle of the night and felt the heartache that spread throughout my body. It was such a sudden mental breakdown. That was the worst feeling I have ever felt. It was all just a blurry situation, I didn't even know what to do, but crying out loud in disbelief. It still hits close to home to me. Time passes, I am learning how to digest all of the sad truths and hanging explanations. It was all, and has, never been an easy battle. Especially for me, myself. This is a struggle within myself; to find the meaning of self-love, to let go, and to forgive. Honestly, I am still unfamiliar with the meaning of self-love, but from my point of view, self-love is an act to spare our time, energy, and mind to respect and accept ourselves from this dema...